So i'm back in the old london. yis, it's quite surreal again, but its much different in a way so far. to start, it was i believe even harder for me in many ways, but also easier in others. i don't feel like going through it all though right now actually!
so what i will say is that it was hard to come back for sure. my job however, has been amazingly OKAY this week and i have such a better perspective on it. I also think its because I have learned not to get stressed out over the little stuff.
so i'm feeling more happy lately, and its all so nice, and its all a blessing i'd say. sometimes we can go through things, and not even realise the state we are in until we see the sunrise afterwards, and then we quickly run towards it not wanting it end.
i miss my family and friends quite a bit, and its quite hard to really have london feel like home for that reason. the other part is i need to make new memories with those i feel really truly apart of in some way, that's very important to me. and then i'll begin to see the scenery in london, and see my memories laid out before me, and then i will smile. hope those days come soon. (don't worry about me, i'll be fine.)
so i'm excited about some new adventures to come, and eager to see God use me more at my workplace --you wouldn't believe how much the job i have is utterly hard, but yet utterly rewarding in many moments. its quite extreme like that. i guess its what you make it, really. i really try to impact others in certain ways even if we can't do anything for them. sometimes its just about that extra time or the intensity of your eyes that express you care.
i tend to think those that have helped me the most in life have just let me be in a moment, and live in that. but who also will express with their eyes perhaps, not even their words, their desire for me to want/do/have/achieve better/more.
i didn't expect this post to be so vague...apologies!
bye my loves for now. chat soon i will!
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